Takamina talking to Akimoto Yasushi after what he labelled “the worst AKB48 show”
I remember this.
How can I forger these scenes?
It was the first time I cried for this girl’s tears. And even now, watching at her, I feel something in my chest.
I can’t help, I need to do a monologue everytime for this girl. ‘Cause she’s my light and sun in AKB48. She’s the reason why I am following AKB48, the group/family she loves so, so much. But I… How can I love that group? She cried so, so much for that group. For graduations, shaffle, concert didn’t go well…… How can I love such a group which gives to her so much pains? 7 years for give her a solo debut and now? Even she doesn’t know when it will be held.
I love the girl who loves the most AKB48.
I love the girl who is the spirit of AKB48.
I love the girl for who EVERYONE said: “without this person AKB48 is NOTHING”.
I love the girl who gives all herself for AKB48.
And I love the girl who is General Manager of AKB48.
But I… How can I love such a group? Which gives her so much pains?
But hating the grioup is like hating all the efforts she makes for it.
And I everytime feel so, so, so bad.
But seeing her cry… It makes me feel without breath. Everytime.